Monday, March 27, 2017

Day 71 – Love You to Death

JOHN CHAPTER 11

Read: John 11:1-16

It was a relatively straightforward request, at least it would have been simple for Jesus. Two sisters, Mary and Martha, want Jesus to come and heal their brother, Lazarus, who has fallen ill. John has already described six other miracles performed by Jesus: water turned to wine, healing a nobleman's son, healing a paralyzed man, feeding 5,000 people, walking on water, restoring sight to a man born blind, and these were just the few John chose to record. We know there were many others.
After countless miracles, curing a friend of what was probably a fever doesn't seem like much to ask.  He had done greater things for total strangers. Jesus' disciples don't seem overly concerned about Lazarus. They're even quick to point out how dangerous it would be for Jesus to go back to Judea since they had tried to kill Him when He was last there.  Besides, Jesus Himself said that Lazarus's illness wouldn't end in death, so what's the rush?  Later, Jesus informs the disciples that Lazarus is asleep and everyone feels better knowing that he probably needed the rest.
While the disciples are totally misreading Jesus’ words and the seriousness of the situation, Jesus’ friends back in Judea must have been wondering why Jesus didn’t seem to be taking their request more seriously. Does Jesus not care about Lazarus? Is He unable or unwilling to minister to this friend in the same way He has ministered to others?
John, looking back on this situation, attempts to frame the truth about Jesus’ unusual behavior, “Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus” (John 11:5). Really? He LOVED them? He has a curious way of showing it. Wouldn't love respond immediately to a need as severe as this? Does love delay when time is of the essence? To complicate the issue further, consider Jesus’ words to the the disciples when He finally revealed the truth about Lazarus’s condition; "Lazarus has died, and for your sake I am glad that I was not there, so that you may believe” (John 11:14-15). Jesus said He was glad Lazarus was dead. That means that Jesus’ delay was intentional. He knew that Lazarus would die, and He was glad for that outcome. Let that sink in for a minute. If you are like me, your mind will quickly go to the end of the story, but don't let it. Stay in this moment. Live with this consequence in real time, and let the reality of this story weigh on you like it must have weighed on Lazarus’s family.
If Jesus loved Lazarus and his sisters, how could He possibly justify His inaction which resulted in Lazarus’s death? Again, the key may lie at the beginning of verse 15, “…and for your sake I am glad I was not there." Jesus allowed Lazarus's death to occur for the good of His disciples. I believe that includes every disciple who would ever follow Jesus. I believe that includes you and me. Jesus wants His followers to know that death isn't the end. But the only way to know that death is not the end is to pass through it to the other side. You cannot fully understand the resurrection until you've endured the crucifixion. 
“Okay,” you might say, “but that seems like a cruel way to teach the disciples a lesson, even a lesson as valuable as that. How does this demonstrate Jesus’ love for Lazarus and his sisters?” The answer is in the two letter word, “so.” Let’s read verses 5 and 6 again, “Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. So, when he heard that Lazarus was ill, he stayed two days longer in the place where he was.”
Jesus loves His disciples, all of His disciples, even Lazarus, and his sisters. He loves them enough that He would not only allow them to die to discover His power to overcome death, but He also invites them to do so. Read the words of Dietrich Bonhoeffer: 
When Christ calls a man, he bids him come and die. It may be death like that of the first disciples who had to leave home and work to follow him, or it may be a death like Luther's, who had to leave the monastery and go out into the world. But it is the same death every time – death in Jesus Christ, the death of the old man at his call. Jesus' summons to the rich young man was calling him to die, because only the man who is dead to his own will can follow Christ. In fact, every command of Jesus is a call to die, with all our affections and lusts. But we do not want to die, and therefore Jesus Christ and his call are necessarily our death as well as our life. The call to discipleship, the baptism in the name of Jesus Christ means both death and life.[1]
If the only way to experience life in Christ is to die, it is no wonder Jesus loved Lazarus to death … and back again.
Patient Jesus,
Thank You for being patient enough to allow me to die so that You might raise me to real life. I struggle every day, fighting to hold onto a life that You have called me to release. I am afraid. Afraid of what it may mean to die to self and live for You. Afraid of the unknown. Afraid of loss. As You lovingly waited for Lazarus to die, so I beg You, wait for me.
Amen


[1] Dietrich Bonhoeffer, The Cost of Discipleship, (NY, Touchtone, 1995), 89.

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